and this is why I have a problem, ‘cause you let her hold a leash around your neck. do you really want to be so controlled? what happened to not liking it when people boss you around? what happened to “I’m a big girl, you don’t need to tell me what to do.” you even “complain” about it so why don’t you stand up and do something about it?

so then let’s just call it a fair trade, but don’t expect anything from me in the future

I seriously think I check out girls more than I check out guys, no homo though.

and why the heck would I “go on” with ____, I don’t even like him like that! -__- I only like you. I’ve even tried to keep my distance sometimes so he doesn’t get too clingy.

I have NEVER cheated on my boyfriend and have never intended to do so. I’m really cautious when hanging out with other people and I’m always iffy with making friends now because I don’t want him to be angry. THAT’S BECAUSE I REALLY CARE.

Holidays suck if you have no one to spend them with.

8 12.31.11

why am I such an unhappy person? :/

in a sad mood all of a sudden :/

I hate breaking down like this.. why is everything so messed up?

Why am I so worthless??